Monday, June 23, 2008

Chapter 5: Eternity

To tune out Summer I reached for my iPhone and turned on the music and plopped in my headphones. Staring at the roof of the car I hit suddle. What a mistake! "Eternity" came on, it was one of JB's unrealased solo records recorded by someone standing in the crowd at a concert I had downloaded it off the internet. Once again I heard his voice. And once again , no matter how much I hated myself for it, I conncected completly with the music. I suddenly felt like Nick was speaking just to me in the music and that I could speak right back to him. "Looking at a picture of you in my hands Wondering if I'm ever gonna see you again Without you I don't know how my life will be But I believe It's not goodbye Cause I will remember you And I will see you again When I rise Cause I know and I believe I will see you in eternity So close yet so far But in my heart you're here with me You did not leave You just went to live in eternity Without you I don't know how my life will be But I believe It's not goodbye Cause I will remember you And I will see you again When I rise Cause I know and I believe I will see you in eternity We will live in the light of the sun again Dancing in the river of life and Knowing that'll never end Forever by your side We'll never have to say goodbye Cause I will remember you And I will see you again When I rise Cause I know and I believe I will see you in eternity It's not goodbye Cause I will remember you And I will see you again When I rise Cause I know and I believe I will see you in eternity." After the song ended I played it again and then again. Summer came over and hugged me and only then did I realize I was crying.I find myself thinking the unthinkable things like how my parents are so unrelable they came to one of my concerts and thats only because Jessica Simpsons' dinner got cancled. How Max dosn't even talk to me anymore unless it's to report someone eles put up a website with all your school report cards on it. But Summer has always been the Mom to me; letting me have her bed, her shoulder to cry on, waking me up in the morning, taking care of my life, taking me out for "lowfat" frozen yougurt, and then just always being there, all the time, whenever I needed and didn't need her. I may give her a hard time, somtimes. Well all the time. But she's always been more of a mom than my mom has ever showen the intrest of being. Like now, she's just sitting next to me hugging my sobbing body while I let all the tears I had been embarrased to shead out. She just kept rocking me and whispering "It's going to be all right." She didn't even make a look of disqust at the tears I was getting on her at least $300 dollar shirt from Fred Sequal. I wisper back to her "I still love him...is that so wrong." Then usinging a voice I never remeber her using before she goes "Baby there is nohing wrong with that." Joe (bodyguard) bangs on the window from outside "Come on!" he mouths. Summer shoots me one of her singuature manger glances that tells be you-really-don't-have-to-do-this-if-you-don't-want-to. Even though I know I need to. "I'll be fine" I say ,trying to convince myself more than I was trying to convince her, while I was getting out of the car. As soon as I get in the Lobby Demi and Selena start to pull me over to the bathroom yelling over their shoulders "We just need to borrow Jade a min." Once inside the bathroom both girls tackle me with hugs. "Oh Jade I feel so, so, bad!" says Selena. "Even if you two haven't figured it out yet you guys are tottaly soulmates!" says Demi squezzing me really hard. I felt good to know eveyone really cared espically in person but I need to breath, I mangae to chock out "Guys your chocking me." "Oh Sorry" they say as they both pull away. After a few moments of staring at each other Selena asks "What are we going to tell them?" knowing imedially she meant the press and Nade I say "The Truth" as bravly as I can, like a hero going into battel, which basically was what I was doing. "Okay" says Demi and she takes one of my hands and Slena takes the other. I walk out to the inerview with supportive hands grasphing mine, point is I would have done anything for one person to be grasping it, too bad he wasn't.

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New Book. Same old Story. When the Best of Both Worlds tour Ends

Hey guys this is the second book in the Jade's Story series check out the first book at: http://jonasbrotherfanfictionjadesstory.blogspot.com/

This story is all about when the Best Of Both Worlds Tour ends and she isn't seening JB and more importanly Nick everyday. While shes partying like a Rockstar she is, hanging with her new star friends, and working on tv shows and her new album will being away for long and only seeing each other every month or every other week be enough for Nade. Or is that too much? Will prying magazines tear them apart? Or are they already torn apart beyond repair? Does Jade have eyes for her best friend Mitchel like POPSTAR! says, who is now Miley's main man? And how awarkward is the Look Me in the Eyes tour going to be? These questions will start begin anwsered on June 5th 2008. Stay tuned!
-Jade
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